dancing in the dark~

4am doing assignment, n my progression is so slow!

WARNING ALERT!
GD causes global warming, i'm melting D:

another great collaboration with sungha jung!

any chances of YG family concert? :x

hi october!

hi october :)

semester is coming to the end! wht hv i done?!
feel like dreaming this whole sem ._.

although we're finishing earlier this sem, we still need to stay for exhibition :(

this december, my actual batch is graduating!

gonna lose some friends cause they're leaving :(

but all the best for them :)
although i gotta stay back for another year, let's be positive!
i met a lot of amazing people n learnt more :D

btw, started my new business last month :p

online shop! hahaha.

check it out? candle pop

though please be patient, cause the owner is super busy with her university that she needed more time to upload new stuff!

but as i hv free time, i'll work on the shop. hehehe :)

people, i'm so stress that my hard disk cant be detected!

even recovery ends up error :(
wanna cry so badly alrd :'(
all of my hard work are there, my assignments from the very beginning.
n not to mention tens thousand photos since junior high school till now :(
anyone knows any solution?

cause i'm very very desperate.

how if i lost all the data? ohmygod!

october gave me a good start, i do hope the entire month will go smoothly!

bigbang concert is in the end of the month after my submission!

pray hard n work hard to have everything ready on time!

his birthday celebration by classmates! :)

07.09.12

our small birthday celebration in le meridien hotel :D

happy 22nd boy! ♥

08.09.12

happy october everyone! :)

hugs n kisses xx

傻傻的。

事情已经到这种地步了，你一点都不觉得有错吗？

我气消了都会问我自己，是不是要求太高了呢？

而你，却一点觉得错也没有。

我还傻傻的想要给你连要都不要的机会，一伤再伤。

以前给你的那么多次机会，

你都没有真真的珍惜过。

那，我其实是抱着什么希望来给你机会的呢？

奇迹吗？

道歉，要机会，但还是犯同样的错。

还说让了我很多步。

若不是你的错，你会道怎么多歉吗？

而我，最后还是想通了。

或许不是我要求太多，是你连情欲最基本的责任都做不到。

我最后还是放手比较好，

学着放手。

你眼睛会笑     弯成一条桥     终点却是我     永远到不了

感觉你来到     是风的呼啸     思念像苦药     竟如此难熬

每分每秒

我找不到     我到不了     你所谓的     将来的美好

我什麽都不要     知不知道

若你懂我这一秒

我想看到     我在寻找     那所谓的     爱情的美好

我紧紧的依靠     紧紧守牢

不敢漏掉     一丝一毫     愿你看到

53 skins are peeled.

copied from facebook.

1. where and when was your first kiss?
like i'm gonna tell :p

2. how long can you go without your phone?
few days?

3. last time you kissed someone, were your hands around their neck?
cant remember.

4. are you slowly drifting away from someone?
unconsciously, yes.

5. do you prefer warm or cold weather?
cold.

6. have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
yeps.

7. do you still talk to the first person you kissed?
luckily :)

8. do you find it in your heart to forgive?
yeah, way too easily =='

9. did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
nah, i dont consider it as a waste.

10. who in your life has hurt you the most?
:]

11. can you make yourself cry?
sometimes.

12. are you easily confused?
very.

13. is most of your current hair your natural colour?
nv dyed it.

14. everything happens for a reason?
HAHA.

15. have you ever dated someone more than once?
i guess it's a yes?

16. who was the last person of the opposite sex to text you?
boyfie.

17. how do you feel about them?
hmm?

18. when was the last time you threw up?
*memory lost.

19. the last person you kissed, do they mean anything to you?
:)

20. do you honestly speak your mind no matter what?
nahh, depends.

21. what if someone asked you to be in a relationship with them?
sorry, but i'm in one? or two. with my pathetic architecture life.

22. what are you waiting for?
HOLIDAYS.

23. give me some lyrics of the song you’re listening to?
listening to none in the moment.

24. if someone you wanted before, came back now, would you take them?
tricky question. wont tell.

25. if given the chance, go back to fix a past regret or a million dollars?
million dollars. leave my past alone dude.

26. would you ever date someone because of money?
NO.

27. have you ever had to choose between two people?
well, yes?

28. have you had sex today?
like i've ever had once? -.-

29. what’s currently bothering you right now?
my personality. my assignments.

30. what are you thinking about?
am I moody?

31. would you hook up with the last boy you texted?
hmm.

32. would you rather it be sunny or rainy?
rainy.

33. would it suck to have to share a bed every night?
depends.

34. do you think its cute when someone kisses your forehead?
yes :D

35. do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow? 
no, gonna meet the sunshine before it gets to my butt.

36. are you wearing makeup?
no.

37. it’s 4 in the morning, your phone rings, who is it?
him, or classmates asking for assignments.

38. is your phone right beside you?
yeah.

39. have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
of course :)

40. what’s in your wallet?
money, cards, amulet.

41. why is your relationship status the way it is?
cause i love him?

42. have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?
HAHA, like now =='

43. you’re drunk, who’d take care of you?
him.

44. do you remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
yes :)

45. was your last text message from a girl or boy?
girl.

46. what would be the first thing you would do with 100,000 dollars?
hmm. hard decision.

47. which would be more meaningful to you: I love you a lot, I love you so much?
so much?

48. are you easy to get along with?
depends.

49. does love exist?
yes.

50. has anyone upset you in the last week?
my lecturers.

51. do you know someone who is CONSTANTLY texting?
yo.

52. how many pairs of Converse do you own?
one.

53. what’s the problem with you and the last person you kissed?
nothing.

if happy ever after did exist D:

hello.
i'm dying.
fingercrossed and pray hard.
byebye.

cant get over this song ♥ 

"if happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
and all those fairytales are full of shit
one more fucking love song i'll be sick" ♥ 

yet to knock ♥

"When one door closes,
another opens;
but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door
that we do not see the one which has opened for us." -- Alexander Graham Bell.


i was so bored to see that quote all over the universe,
but i cannot help to recall it when the condition strikes me =)

so, exactly last week was my birthday.
yey! happy belated birthday to me? hahah.
n it was accidentally vesak day too in indonesia.
happy belated birthday too, buddha =)
i dunno why, but seems like the celebration was in different day.
malay n sG had their celebrations in 5th, whilst indo in 6th.

so i went out for refreshing to town with bubu ♥ 

planned to shop, but well well well =.=

seems like every time i really want to shop, there's nothing to be bought!

but when i'm broke, everything so tempting just pops up!
what kind of sorcery is thiiisssssss?
however i ended up buying a pair of jeans, face mist, hairband and cookies =='

was thinking to have a tranquil birthday this year.

but then, who knew that piggy girl planned out everything!
she bought a cake, invited few friends n celebrated for me.
n then attacked me D:
i had to take bath at 1 am =.=

this game is on, revenge it is :p

however, thank you for all of your attempts =)
although i dont mind to have a calm birthday, but i admit it sweetened my day.

n it's when i recall of the quote.

i might not be looking at the closed door, but i didnt look around for any open doors.

n yet buddha still rain me with blessings ♥ 

the voice note from darwin n jimbo.

they claimed they're out of credit, thus they recorded voice note instead of phone call which they did every year!

lame it is, but love them i am!
phone call from my super bebeb cynthia taruna ♥  
greetings from IloveFRND, familyfrnds, n everyone!
phone call from yvonne :)

handmade gif photos from inq" ♥ 
seriously, i thought you forgot it ><

thank you wont be enough, buddha =] 

last two days is my momma's birhtday.

happy belated birthday momma =)
me love you :*

ahh, n today is mother's day!
so happy mother's day to my momma n all mothers around the world :)

n happy wedding to huang du dao and novi :D

i've told you, may is my month.
it's just so full of blessings =D
other blessings are just yet to knock!

i'm using bubu's lappie, so no pics again, sorry? ><

anyeong :D

annyeonggggg~
i was too busy with my assignments n it's may alrd o.O
n finally my 1st assignment is finished! *dancee
although i'm late for assignment 2, i'm sososososoooooo happy that i've done it.
n i'm quite satisfied with the outcome.
but i dunno how my mark will be as it is late T.T

recently i'm addicted to few korean songs and the celebrities.
i would go n search for the celebrities,
n watched them on variety shows.
i think i shld stop it, cause i dont hv enough time! :(
but what to do, it's my current addiction.
still, i'm staying away from korean drama,
n maintain to watch only gossip girls!

nu-est - face

i fell in love with this song when it was featured in strong heart at the very end.

the song is just so catchy :D

tiffany - because it's you

i seldom like korean mellow sonq, i listen to this sonq cause i like tiffany.

n i love this sonq, her voice is very soothing ♥

sorry for my absence n my post about MVs.

but i am really wayyyyyyyyy too busy,

that my life is now only surrounded by assignments n laptop :'(

i hvnt even watched avengers!
i dont go out,

n i look like crap staying awake for whole night that i dont take any pics.

when will this kind of life end? duhh.

take a peek to my assignment cause i dont have any other pics to put ><

ciaoooo~ ♥♥