forever n for a lifetime, which one will u choose?

today, one of my besties told me, seems like his girl is jealous with me.
bcause these few days, i'm wall-to-wall-inq with him.
well, like i've said in the previous blog, i miss my friends so muchhhh.
so i contact him to keep in touch again.
i dunno this will lead misunderstandinqq. aww. am sorry. i do it by no mean at all.
i hope she'll understand.
u're my bestie, n will always be :D


bcause he told me so, i also shared to him.
yeahh, sometimes bubu is also jealous when i chat with my friends, boys on top.
well, who knows me well might know tht i'm a kind of person which is close to my friends, especially my besties.
sooooo, i really wish him to understand me well :)
yes, i'm close to my friends, but no, i wont betray u =]
so, this bestie of mine told me, as a greedy human-beinq, we hv to choose just one instead of two.

take a decision between friends or lover.

friends are forever.

lover is for a lifetime.

well, well. so i told him.
i'm a greedy human-beinq. i want both. hahah XD



i've told bubu before.
i've experienced too many cases whr friends left for their lovers.
n then come back to friends when their lovers left.
i dont want to be such a human, so i wish he could understand my relation with my friends.
n yeah, he's been tryinq to.
i knw sometimes i'm too closed with my friends.
but they're really just best friends. none of them will replace him :)
from wht i've thought since my teenage year started, i wont ever n ever to date my bestie.
yeah, i dont want to date strangers n i dont want to date my besties.
another bestie of mine said i was crazy n asked so who would i date?
i answered, "i dunno, but thr will be someone."
n someone has turned up =]


probably people really dont need to rush in this thinq.
whn the time has come, then love will enter ur life by itself.
as wht i've promised myself, by the time love entered, i wont drown myself n still stay for my friends.
i've tried to be as i used to be, whr i was thr whn they need me.
i wont ever throw them away.
n yeah, i'm still here whnever u guys need me.
sometimes i'm buried by assignments, n i send my deepest apology.
yet i've been tryinq my best to be thr whn u need. i do.

friends are forever :)

still, love enters, which means i hv more thinqs to care.
i try to keep it balance, between love n friendship.
for me, friendship is important, but so is love.
i'm greedy, i wont both.
n i knw, if u're not the guy, prbbly thinqs wont go as smooth as now.
even sometimes u're jealous, i knw u try to understand n accept me for who i am.
tht's whn i send u my deepest gratefulness to hv u by my side.
love is for a lifetime, n i hope u are :)

*friendship occupies ur mind*

*love occupies ur soul*

so, as a human-beinq, whn u're faced to this situation, which one will u choose?
forever? or for a lifetime?
hope u guys get ur best answer to this life =]