a messy day.

finally my blog can be opened :)
google changed the appearance, crystal clear i prefer the old one.

was so down today. dont ask why.
i had an appointment with my tutor at 4.
i didnt go.
i couldnt finish it.
i was so so upset.
i was so upset with myself, who didnt wake up at 5 am to do it.
i was so upset with myself, who didnt go for design tutorial on tuesday.
i was so upset with myself, who didnt finish both mock-ups to get tutorial today.
everything just didnt go as what i expected it would be.

it might seem as a childish reason.
but i dunno why.
i just feel sad.
feel upset.
feel stressed.

obviously i was upset
at how he laughed at me,
who didnt finish that mock up
n said i wanna go to australia for my final year.
when he played game n care less,
whilst i was crying.

people may laugh at me,
how i failed those 2 subjects.
people may care less,
when i'm depressed.
yet i knw,
thr's few people who do care ♥

when i was young,
i thought numbers are important.
now when i've grown up,
i realize the heart that cares is more important,
even if it's just one.

thank you cynthia taruna who accompanies me everyday! ♥
n of course care for me! :)
n thank you to who invented blackberry! *wink
ahh! not to forgot, some sweeties who are concerned ♥

here are some pics from my SG trip :)

my fav ♥

met up with my beautiful yux" :)

xx