aihh. bln 12 keqnyaa. qmu ga ke mna" kann?
Sunday, September 19, 2010
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Sunday, September 12, 2010
fake.
fake.
familiar with this word?how many people beside u that u think are fake?
not mentioninq the person is not a human, but more to attitude.
seriously.
i nv like those who pretend in front of me.
the fake friendship just aint workinq for me.
ever.
people say, everyone changes.
well. i do like if it's a good change.
but if it's a bad?
shld i just stay quite n see my friends fall down to a dark side?
shld i stay silent?
it's not me at all if i do.
i alwys n alwys say it out loud when someone changes to be worse.
i do. if i cant stand on anymore.
i'm not afraid to risk my friendship to the end.
if i say it, n he or she accepts it, then they'll be back.
if not?
yeah, i'm gonna ruin it.
but hell to that.
i dont give a damn.
for me,
it's better one thinq to be tore off,
than to have it perfect outside but rotten inside.
i hate fakers.
full of lies.everythinq is fake.
nothinq is real.
just like what i think i'm facinq now.
mayb u're turninq my life upside down.
but hey, i do believe in karma.
so may my greatest buddha bless u :)
What do you plan for the future?
ahhaha. what we've talked b4. hopefully i'll be a success architect :D i'll work abroad first, then gain lot n lot of money. i'll stay in medan with a lot of houses over the world, so i can easily stay on my vacation XD
u, pal?
Thursday, September 02, 2010
forever n for a lifetime, which one will u choose?
today, one of my besties told me, seems like his girl is jealous with me.
bcause these few days, i'm wall-to-wall-inq with him.
well, like i've said in the previous blog, i miss my friends so muchhhh.
so i contact him to keep in touch again.
i dunno this will lead misunderstandinqq. aww. am sorry. i do it by no mean at all.
i hope she'll understand.
u're my bestie, n will always be :D
bcause he told me so, i also shared to him.
yeahh, sometimes bubu is also jealous when i chat with my friends, boys on top.
well, who knows me well might know tht i'm a kind of person which is close to my friends, especially my besties.
sooooo, i really wish him to understand me well :)
yes, i'm close to my friends, but no, i wont betray u =]
so, this bestie of mine told me, as a greedy human-beinq, we hv to choose just one instead of two.
i'm a greedy human-beinq. i want both. hahah XD
i've told bubu before.
i've experienced too many cases whr friends left for their lovers.
n then come back to friends when their lovers left.
i dont want to be such a human, so i wish he could understand my relation with my friends.
n yeah, he's been tryinq to.
i knw sometimes i'm too closed with my friends.
but they're really just best friends. none of them will replace him :)
from wht i've thought since my teenage year started, i wont ever n ever to date my bestie.
yeah, i dont want to date strangers n i dont want to date my besties.
another bestie of mine said i was crazy n asked so who would i date?
i answered, "i dunno, but thr will be someone."
n someone has turned up =]
probably people really dont need to rush in this thinq.
whn the time has come, then love will enter ur life by itself.
as wht i've promised myself, by the time love entered, i wont drown myself n still stay for my friends.
i've tried to be as i used to be, whr i was thr whn they need me.
i wont ever throw them away.
n yeah, i'm still here whnever u guys need me.
sometimes i'm buried by assignments, n i send my deepest apology.
yet i've been tryinq my best to be thr whn u need. i do.
i try to keep it balance, between love n friendship.
for me, friendship is important, but so is love.
i'm greedy, i wont both.
n i knw, if u're not the guy, prbbly thinqs wont go as smooth as now.
even sometimes u're jealous, i knw u try to understand n accept me for who i am.
tht's whn i send u my deepest gratefulness to hv u by my side.
love is for a lifetime, n i hope u are :)
so, as a human-beinq, whn u're faced to this situation, which one will u choose?
forever? or for a lifetime?
hope u guys get ur best answer to this life =]
bcause these few days, i'm wall-to-wall-inq with him.
well, like i've said in the previous blog, i miss my friends so muchhhh.
so i contact him to keep in touch again.
i dunno this will lead misunderstandinqq. aww. am sorry. i do it by no mean at all.
i hope she'll understand.
u're my bestie, n will always be :D
bcause he told me so, i also shared to him.
yeahh, sometimes bubu is also jealous when i chat with my friends, boys on top.
well, who knows me well might know tht i'm a kind of person which is close to my friends, especially my besties.
sooooo, i really wish him to understand me well :)
yes, i'm close to my friends, but no, i wont betray u =]
so, this bestie of mine told me, as a greedy human-beinq, we hv to choose just one instead of two.
take a decision between friends or lover.
friends are forever.
lover is for a lifetime.
well, well. so i told him.i'm a greedy human-beinq. i want both. hahah XD
i've told bubu before.
i've experienced too many cases whr friends left for their lovers.
n then come back to friends when their lovers left.
i dont want to be such a human, so i wish he could understand my relation with my friends.
n yeah, he's been tryinq to.
i knw sometimes i'm too closed with my friends.
but they're really just best friends. none of them will replace him :)
from wht i've thought since my teenage year started, i wont ever n ever to date my bestie.
yeah, i dont want to date strangers n i dont want to date my besties.
another bestie of mine said i was crazy n asked so who would i date?
i answered, "i dunno, but thr will be someone."
n someone has turned up =]
probably people really dont need to rush in this thinq.
whn the time has come, then love will enter ur life by itself.
as wht i've promised myself, by the time love entered, i wont drown myself n still stay for my friends.
i've tried to be as i used to be, whr i was thr whn they need me.
i wont ever throw them away.
n yeah, i'm still here whnever u guys need me.
sometimes i'm buried by assignments, n i send my deepest apology.
yet i've been tryinq my best to be thr whn u need. i do.
friends are forever :)
still, love enters, which means i hv more thinqs to care.i try to keep it balance, between love n friendship.
for me, friendship is important, but so is love.
i'm greedy, i wont both.
n i knw, if u're not the guy, prbbly thinqs wont go as smooth as now.
even sometimes u're jealous, i knw u try to understand n accept me for who i am.
tht's whn i send u my deepest gratefulness to hv u by my side.
love is for a lifetime, n i hope u are :)
*friendship occupies ur mind*
*love occupies ur soul*
so, as a human-beinq, whn u're faced to this situation, which one will u choose?
forever? or for a lifetime?
hope u guys get ur best answer to this life =]
Wednesday, September 01, 2010
Sunday, August 29, 2010
finally i can breathe for a while.
ahhh. it's been a month n few days since my last blogginq.
ok, am sorry. am sorry. am sorry.
it's not that i dont want to blog or sth.
it's just.
ok, why i dont hv internet cnnction is, related to, i'm movinq! yeyyyyyyyyyyyy! hahahaa.
i'm movinq to cyberia from desaria, whr ppl said movinq to a city from a kampoenq!
it's true. i'm not bluffinq or wht. even the marketinq miss also said so. hahhaa.
i'll hv more choices in meal, i'll hv better internet cnnction, i'll move in with phei, cs, ellys, connie n the other one who stays thr alrd, i'll stay closer to him XD
talkinq bout him, we're gettinq better n better *i hope so, blush*
sometimes we still hv those little fights, like yesterday, but well, wht we feel is wht we feel.
i wont describe it. let it be our little feelinqs :)
assignments. ok, they really kill me. i mean for real.
even for this first design assignment, i was so desperate myself.
i was sick, n my childhood illness was thr sddnly, n the submission was hours apart.
i was so stress.
n still thnkx to him to hv everythinq under control :)
so now here i am. well, the end of semester is still miles apart.
but i feel like i'm havinq it now.
bcause of the busy submission for this first assignment.
well, not only me who feels it. phei also feels that way. hahaha.
yahh, all i can do is jiayou n jiayou, hv faith, where there is buddha's dharma, there's a way.
although i didnt go to temple again here, the lesson is still inside of me :)
thnkx to light suhu n s3s for tht.
ahh. everytime i'm havinq hard time, i will recall whn i passed the day so easily.
with cares, laughs n blesses of everyone.
whn my friends were thr every school days.
whn i went to temple every sunday.
whn i went to s3s to participate or give a hand in the events.
everythinq was so nice, so great, so unbelievable that it was a life of mine.
comparinq it to now.
now is not bad, but it is worse. seriously.
well, i'm not complaininq for wht i hv now.
wht else could i complain.
i hv supportive friends like b4, now i even hv bubu beside me :)
it's just, sometimes i miss those old days.
n i feel really, really grateful that buddha send them to me. everything n everyone :D
wish i hv more time for blogginq.
i love to share these thingies! :)
prbbly when i moved to a new house.
p.s: i'm still lookinq for hello kitty bed cover to match with my cover sheet! ahhhhh. why doesnt it come with one set?! :'(
ok, am sorry. am sorry. am sorry.
it's not that i dont want to blog or sth.
it's just.
1st. i dont hv any internet cnnction for now. so if i want to go ol, i need to go to kevin's n mostly it's when i need to do research.
2nd. college has started. well, dont tell me u dont knw how busy this architecture student is. i barely had my meal when i need to finsih an assignment, rmmbr?
3rd. am still busy with assignments n cant find any right time to blog.
ok, why i dont hv internet cnnction is, related to, i'm movinq! yeyyyyyyyyyyyy! hahahaa.
i'm movinq to cyberia from desaria, whr ppl said movinq to a city from a kampoenq!
it's true. i'm not bluffinq or wht. even the marketinq miss also said so. hahhaa.
i'll hv more choices in meal, i'll hv better internet cnnction, i'll move in with phei, cs, ellys, connie n the other one who stays thr alrd, i'll stay closer to him XD
talkinq bout him, we're gettinq better n better *i hope so, blush*
sometimes we still hv those little fights, like yesterday, but well, wht we feel is wht we feel.
i wont describe it. let it be our little feelinqs :)
assignments. ok, they really kill me. i mean for real.
even for this first design assignment, i was so desperate myself.
i was sick, n my childhood illness was thr sddnly, n the submission was hours apart.
i was so stress.
n still thnkx to him to hv everythinq under control :)
so now here i am. well, the end of semester is still miles apart.
but i feel like i'm havinq it now.
bcause of the busy submission for this first assignment.
well, not only me who feels it. phei also feels that way. hahaha.
yahh, all i can do is jiayou n jiayou, hv faith, where there is buddha's dharma, there's a way.
although i didnt go to temple again here, the lesson is still inside of me :)
thnkx to light suhu n s3s for tht.
ahh. everytime i'm havinq hard time, i will recall whn i passed the day so easily.
with cares, laughs n blesses of everyone.
whn my friends were thr every school days.
whn i went to temple every sunday.
whn i went to s3s to participate or give a hand in the events.
everythinq was so nice, so great, so unbelievable that it was a life of mine.
comparinq it to now.
now is not bad, but it is worse. seriously.
well, i'm not complaininq for wht i hv now.
wht else could i complain.
i hv supportive friends like b4, now i even hv bubu beside me :)
it's just, sometimes i miss those old days.
n i feel really, really grateful that buddha send them to me. everything n everyone :D
wish i hv more time for blogginq.
i love to share these thingies! :)
prbbly when i moved to a new house.
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