himhimhim.

well, today shld be the first day of my class, but sddnly my class is chnged to thursday.
so i'll be free every monday =))
yah, quite happy bcause last time, monday class was at night, whr prbbly thr was no bus anymore n i had to pay for taxi to go hm, n the worst one if i was alone. considering faisal still needs to take the sem1 modules that he skipped.
but then talking to yvonne n sem, all of us think it's a bit waste. bcause last time we had two classes at night, n now they change it to one ONLY in the afternoon. n the night classes are for curtin's students. why shld they differentiate it so hard? =='


well, it's about 1. i shld hv been sleepinq cause i got class on 9 tmrw morninq =(
dunno wht class is tht, forgot alrd.
but i feel like, i wanna share things with u, bloggie >.<
it's about him.
today i went to visit him at his new house.
quite nice actually. just, yeah, as wht i said, i dnt like the bus stop. for me, it's too far.
+ the dininq place. hv to walk like from sut to thmrin? hahhah.
yah, we're doinq normal thinqs at his place, watchinq the 'we are the world' new video for haiti ppl n he introduced me to 'everytime we touch' by cascada.
it's a very nice sonq. i like it =))
oh iaah, n he gave me sth he bought in gentinq with his fam last cny. it's cute, n it's white. love it. hahahha.
n then i saw at his sis pic, they also got each for one, named bebe n chloe.
i'll upload the pic later =]


out of evrythnq he does that makes me feel loved, i still feel unsecured.
i dunno why, but i do ='(
sometimes, he makes me feel like, he's not ready for this relationship.
he makes me feel so.
i knw, we've talked about it, not to expose the relationship. cause he's afraid tht his youngest sis will tell his mom n considerinq he feels his parents won't really allow him to be in a relationship first.
but how bout here? or to my besties?
like, he's not gonna admit i'm SOMEBODY in front of ANYONE.
yeah, i feel a little sad bout it.
it's not like i want to expose this relationship n let the whole world knw, but just, actinq like tht, makes me feel unsecured =(
am i too demandinq?
i love u 宝贝 >.<
yes, i feel afraid bcause we strted it so quick, but i love u. no doubt of it.
i really want to be sure about this, but, i'm still live in world of uncertainty.
whn i feel bad, n don't wanna talk bout it, u'll force me to speak out wht i'm thinkinq.
but whn i want to speak out n asked u just now, u're like, why u ask so many qs?
let me ans, it's bcause of this uncertain n insecured feelinq inside.


huff. finished.
feel better now. thnk u bloggie =)
wish i can kick this feelinq far far faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrr awayy!