stop tickinq.

my time in medan stops tickinq when i choose to leave.

while everyone else's still keeps on tickinq.


it's my illustration of the situation.
although i miss everythinq i had in medan.

the greatest friends.

the tastiest food.

the best places.

home sweet home.

beloved s3s, tc.

the unlimited comfortable i got here.
but.
i cant deny it.
in kL, i got the wonderfully carinq bf, the amazinqly crazy housemates n fabulous friends.
i'm studyinq a when-you-mention-it-people-will-'wow' course, but it's wht ruininq me although i like it.
wht i got in medan, cldnt be compared with wht i got in kL.
yet, i feel i cant leave wht i hv in kL now if i hv to.
for now, it's the place whr i belonq now.
cause my time in medan has stopped.
the time i had, watches, phones, tickinq accordinq to kL time.
it's an hour faster, n one time tougher.

i hv no idea wht decision shld i choose :(
continue wht is tickinq now?
or start tickinq wht has stopped?
fyi, i'm ruined. really ruined.