最烂的理由是你配不上我

the earth is round :)

hi, almost one year i didnt blog, how's everyone doing? :)
this month, there's a big change in my life.
hope it will really help me to be more mature :)
buddha bless always :)

this is the last sem i'm here, hopefully !
i really hope everything goes right, and i can leave this place.
it's not that i wont miss this place, but, it's time to move on right?
i've been thinking a lot since last sem.
what am i going to do after graduation?
was planning to go taiwan to study mandarin for one year.
though, it is not priority right now.
my priority is to find a job after i'm done.
i have burdened my parents for years, and i have come to an age where i can already pay myself.
although mom agrees to let me to go to taiwan, but i think i shouldnt be that selfish and take advantage from them.
it's time to grow up ! :)
i know i'm a spendthrift, and sometimes i do feel like i'm not ready for that responsibility.
but, if i keep on waiting, when will it be the right time?
people might think i'm a princess, useless and wont be able to work.
well, people judge from appearance dont they?
i might be spoiled, but i've never thought of not working.
i always think that i'll earn money, a lot of, and give my parents better life.
they have gone through a lot.
they started from nothing until now :)
i might still dont have that mood for tidying, or studying.
but as i said, there's no right time, i just gotta do it.

buddha bless us all.

"as long as we have the will, i believe we can retrieve what we've lost. and after retrieved, i'll cherish it even more."
"after all that has happened, can we really go back to the starting point?"

"of course, the earth is round. no matter how far we go, we'll be back at the starting point." -- poetic justice.