Sunday, September 26, 2010

fatique attacks :(

i'm so so sick of my university life now.
i'm just too exhausted.
too many works to do.
n i'm so L.A.Z.Y. to do it!
today i even wasted my time with editinq photos, which is so not important!
arghhhhhhhh.
i want holidayyyyyyyyy!
brinq back my holidayyyyyyyy! :(
cursed the lecturers to arrange site visit on my holiday time.
now i'm so stress out.
who's gonna pay my holiday back?
public holidayy, please comeeeee.
u're my only hope :(

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

how is your honeymoon?

honeymoon apanyaaaaaa? =.= itu site visit kaleee!

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cew, kamu kok ga gendut gendut ?

=.= aq jg ga taooo.

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akhir" ini u keliatan pucat,,,,,,.u lage ada masalah.???

ga lahh. cma kecapekkan aza gr" peer. huhuhu. btw, spa ini?

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hey dear, how s the situation so far? stable?

which situation? hahah. my education is so not stablee :( i'm buried by heaps of assignments. i dunno whr to settle :(

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Monday, September 20, 2010

site visit to penanq

goinq to site visit with the whole class n lecturers probably is not the worst thinq ever happened to life.
frankly, it's quite excitinq
though, the trip was so so so cripplinq!
i was forced to wake up at 7 am every morninq!
n do u guys think i get my sleep at 11?
so, i didnt hv the oh-8-hour-beauty-sleep!
n it's quite torturinq, i hv my black n swollen eyes every single day! >.<
n hey! it was in my holiday!
although i prefer to be at home durinq my holiday, but yahh, it's not the end of the world :)
i think i get to knw the lecturers n my class better now :D
n the food is so cheappppppppppppp!
it's way much cheaper than in kL!
how i wish the food here was also sold at the same price ==' 


yeahhhhhhhh.
i'm so so tireddd.
so here are the pics guysssss! :D
ciaoooooo~

Sunday, September 19, 2010

miaooo :)) kapan balik ?

aihh. bln 12 keqnyaa. qmu ga ke mna" kann?

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hey, gmn kabarnya miao? :))

xaiianqqq :DD br plg ini dr site visit. superb cpeqq. byk peer lg =( qmuu?

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Sunday, September 12, 2010

fake.

fake.
familiar with this word?
how many people beside u that u think are fake?
not mentioninq the person is not a human, but more to attitude.
seriously.
i nv like those who pretend in front of me.
the fake friendship just aint workinq for me.
ever.


people say, everyone changes.
well. i do like if it's a good change.
but if it's a bad?
shld i just stay quite n see my friends fall down to a dark side?
shld i stay silent?
it's not me at all if i do.
i alwys n alwys say it out loud when someone changes to be worse.
i do. if i cant stand on anymore.


i'm not afraid to risk my friendship to the end.
if i say it, n he or she accepts it, then they'll be back.
if not?
yeah, i'm gonna ruin it.
but hell to that.
i dont give a damn.
for me,
it's better one thinq to be tore off,
than to have it perfect outside but rotten inside.


i hate fakers.
full of lies.
everythinq is fake.
nothinq is real.
just like what i think i'm facinq now.
mayb u're turninq my life upside down.
but hey, i do believe in karma.
so may my greatest buddha bless u :)

What do you plan for the future?

ahhaha. what we've talked b4. hopefully i'll be a success architect :D i'll work abroad first, then gain lot n lot of money. i'll stay in medan with a lot of houses over the world, so i can easily stay on my vacation XD
u, pal?

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Thursday, September 02, 2010

forever n for a lifetime, which one will u choose?

today, one of my besties told me, seems like his girl is jealous with me.
bcause these few days, i'm wall-to-wall-inq with him.
well, like i've said in the previous blog, i miss my friends so muchhhh.
so i contact him to keep in touch again.
i dunno this will lead misunderstandinqq. aww. am sorry. i do it by no mean at all.
i hope she'll understand.
u're my bestie, n will always be :D


bcause he told me so, i also shared to him.
yeahh, sometimes bubu is also jealous when i chat with my friends, boys on top.
well, who knows me well might know tht i'm a kind of person which is close to my friends, especially my besties.
sooooo, i really wish him to understand me well :)
yes, i'm close to my friends, but no, i wont betray u =]
so, this bestie of mine told me, as a greedy human-beinq, we hv to choose just one instead of two.
take a decision between friends or lover.
friends are forever.

lover is for a lifetime.
well, well. so i told him.
i'm a greedy human-beinq. i want both. hahah XD



i've told bubu before.
i've experienced too many cases whr friends left for their lovers.
n then come back to friends when their lovers left.
i dont want to be such a human, so i wish he could understand my relation with my friends.
n yeah, he's been tryinq to.
i knw sometimes i'm too closed with my friends.
but they're really just best friends. none of them will replace him :)
from wht i've thought since my teenage year started, i wont ever n ever to date my bestie.
yeah, i dont want to date strangers n i dont want to date my besties.
another bestie of mine said i was crazy n asked so who would i date?
i answered, "i dunno, but thr will be someone."
n someone has turned up =]


probably people really dont need to rush in this thinq.
whn the time has come, then love will enter ur life by itself.
as wht i've promised myself, by the time love entered, i wont drown myself n still stay for my friends.
i've tried to be as i used to be, whr i was thr whn they need me.
i wont ever throw them away.
n yeah, i'm still here whnever u guys need me.
sometimes i'm buried by assignments, n i send my deepest apology.
yet i've been tryinq my best to be thr whn u need. i do.
friends are forever :)
still, love enters, which means i hv more thinqs to care.
i try to keep it balance, between love n friendship.
for me, friendship is important, but so is love.
i'm greedy, i wont both.
n i knw, if u're not the guy, prbbly thinqs wont go as smooth as now.
even sometimes u're jealous, i knw u try to understand n accept me for who i am.
tht's whn i send u my deepest gratefulness to hv u by my side.
love is for a lifetime, n i hope u are :)
*friendship occupies ur mind*
*love occupies ur soul*


so, as a human-beinq, whn u're faced to this situation, which one will u choose?
forever? or for a lifetime?
hope u guys get ur best answer to this life =]

Wednesday, September 01, 2010